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2011-06-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

Great , again. Every time when i felt like there's no place for me to express , i ended up here. A lot happened lately. Ups and downs but you're still in one piece after all. Worst part is, you feel shattered even though youre still in 1 piece. Somehow , in life everyone's live with a scar. Nope , wouldnt say a scar. It should be scars. Today , i can tell this is the first time after so long i barely breathe when it happens. Only God knows what was i up to , definitely not letting go. When i woke up and it happened , i felt like i was asleep and this is a freaking nightmare. I was this close to the turning point , to change who i used to be and to proceed with the next challenge. Guess im stuck. They are countless things that i wanna say to you , but not like you're gonna listen it. Not only by your ears , listen by your heart. I never regret from the beginning , cause i know i wont let go. I was holding it so tightly that nothing can interfere it. Not even when the world's gonna tear apart. But not until , the thing i was holding on told me it doesn't needs me to hold onto. I'll live even when youre not by my side , but i swear my heart will never stop crying. Only people that you cared , can leave you a scar and tear your heart into pieces.

Tomorrow is always a second chance.

2011-03-16T02:23:00.001+08:00

That means , I have wasted many of them.
Think that you can't do anything just because you were not given a chance ? An opportunity ?
Moron , yes I am. We shouldn't stop doing something like what it could have been done , something great , something important. Even a wise man is still learning until he dies. What's more people like us that couldn't see things differently? We can always do the right thing , even when things around us are not. Who cares what happens in the end ? or what's left ? Is the heart that matters. If I love you , I'll learn to let go. If you are mine , in the end you will be. If I have a dream , make it real. If I was borned with a heart , I should believe in myself. If tomorrow is always a second chance , do what's right and never waste it.

-ahYang-

Hi bloggie. ;)

2011-03-10T01:50:00.001+08:00

Just realised that I din't blog for the past few months. Not even some new year's picture or whatever.
Maybe i was too stress. I AM stress now! So maybe blog something would make me feel better.

Pictures do the summary. :) For the past few months , I ...

Wore shade during night time and i look cool. :)

Tried to act serious in our family portrait.

Was always being restless with them.

Had been a lil bit tipsy with them. Haha

I... love this picture. ;D

Was being told to be a speaker/actor.

Went up to a FREAKING 10.5million truck. Haha

Had been simply scouting.

and to cook and eat a fried egg like this.


Lastly , I always stuck in school and get emo-fied sometimes. Credits to RaminKrause.

That's about it i think. I screwed my test this time. Real badddd , and i feel badddd and things are gonna get baddd-er and baddd-er. Not better. :( Sigh. Signing out.

-ahYang-

2011-03-08T02:09:00.001+08:00

I can't describe how I feel right now.
Just saying that in the end of the day , I might not be who I wanted to be.
Perhaps , I will be the one that left behind.
I couldn't chase. =/

There is an uphill slope.

2010-12-13T03:50:00.001+08:00

I always thought of being someone really strong , optimistic and never give up kind of guy.
But sometimes without realizing that I actually need someone like that regardless who is she/he.

I'm a loser because I said I will never give up. I was kinda holding onto the goal , but without making any effort. Which means I already give up. I lost this battle. =/

I had many chances , perhaps i still have right now. I blew it , hope not again this time.
A tap on my shoulders , or a hug would make me teary now. sighhh.

-ahYang-

3.56 a.m

2010-12-06T03:56:00.000+08:00

Thoughts coming in and i have no idea what am i trying to type over here.
Who cares? Is my right to do so , my blog i would claim.

Have you ever come across of how many hearts were broken by you ? How many times you have failed them ? Did i changed for the better ? or worse ?

Everyone wants to be better in every way.
But its stupid when you thought of something would be perfect.
Like we said , nothing is perfect but why are we still thinking about it sometimes?
Probably is because we cannot accept imperfections in us as well as others.

How stupid I am , that i couldn't accept imperfections of my own and also yours. Seriously , i admit.
The minute you try to be perfect , is the minute you lose yourself.
This is why i got stuck , hope you're not.

I know is late , but i still do. I'll learn to accept
Is actually 1 way to forgive and forget so that we will move on.

Pretty dumb huh that i actually share all these. Accept my imperfection will you ?

-ahYang-

Turning 18.

2010-11-02T23:33:00.004+08:00

This year is better compared to 2 years ago , this time ..
I had dinner with my family and friends ,
I had 2 birthday cakes unlike the previous years ,
I celebrated , ofcourse and
I have birthday presents! :)

31st October 1992 -

Had dinner with my family and relatives , Uncles and Aunties all wished me and some gave me Angpow and bought me a cake from Nikko Hotel , haha still a present but in a form of money. Slacked with my friends and they spent their time just to come over because it's my birthday. Pictures are some blur , sorry for that.


Big thank you to my Aunt. =)

Me: If you dare to buy this shits for me and I swear I dare to wear it. *Bryan got down from the car and bought this* Ed&Mf: Youre ~~fucking~~ dead! Need me to explain more?

Screw both of you.

Moral of the story , keep quiet on your birthday. =X

2nd November 1992 -

One thing in school is , birthday bash will never be missed. I had 2 rounds of them and now i can't feel my back! Hahaha , had a small celebration and watched movie with the monkeys in school. A big thank you to everyone and Joyce the one who planned this which she was trying to surprised me but failed. HAHAHA! Lastly I'm sorry to DD that I shared half of your cake!

Delicious! ;D

Celebrate our belated birthdays!

Someone gave me chocolates as present. :) That box.

Coconut who ordered sambal for me. ;D

The people! Missing Joyce , Chairany and Yoke Mun. = =

Rated 4/5! Awesome! =)

Seventeen's life gone!
Thanks for the memories , the sweet and sincere wishes , presents and everything. :)

-ahYang-

Let good luck and understanding stay with you forever!

2010-10-24T18:52:00.001+08:00

Haha , that's how a wedding wish goes. :) * ~~i googled~~ *

Cousin of mine just got married , happy for him. Everytime after one did , the relatives start predicting who's next. haha so who's next?

I would never forget this day because is the day where i realised the world is damn small and also the second time i got hungover. =S

Stupid finals is tomorrow and im here blogging. Nice timing i would say. =D

On the 17th of October 2010 ,

I don't like the flash.

Candid!

They insisted and they did not realize the sign.

Singer of the day , my dad!

Congratulation again. =)

-ahYang-

Belief.

2010-10-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

Actions not taken because we do not believe.
When we were kids , we simply made it without thinking the impossibilities , obstacles and what people said.
Those were the ideal meaning of belief. We need to make believe and do best on what we believe.
:')

-ahYang-

The Romance is Back!

2010-09-26T01:28:00.001+08:00

For MCR haters , please do not play this video because its kindly not related to you. ;)

I was shocked when i heard they are back in the music field! Although they had changed alot in terms of their looks or maybe the genre a little bit. I still think they are unique. These people's backgrounds and history are cool. You may have your own idol that changed your life. MCR changed mine. =)

Idontcarehowtheylookliketheyarealwayscool.

-ahYang-

吴国阳

2010-09-24T00:21:00.004+08:00

That's my chinese name! Which i only know how to pronounce it and not write it. A banana i am. :)
I do know what my name stands for and i always tell them what the words represent in my name.

A combination of country and the Sun with the surname in front. hahaha Its a huge name own by me.
Somehow it brings me this ambitious and proud feeling from this real name of mine. Random.

Today celebrated Joycelyn's birthday in school and she was blushing all the way for something or someone.
Hahhaha hope that she had fun! I would like to wish her Happy 18th Birthday and all the best in whatever she is doing especially she has an extra role to play as now. :)

Sorry , i only have this picture of yours. ;)

After celebrating her birthday , some of the guys went for basketball including me.
Feel so old school yo!! How long i din't play basketball? But it was a total fun thing , after that i had this "Buff People" game. Each person has to shoot a free-throw and if you don't score , you will have to push up 10times each for those who enters. Hahaha ~~fuck~~ , im a skinny ass and i risked myself to play this. Tayar pancit , turns out i did 5times for each. x)

yay! Look at the romantic table.

Ghey!

HAHA!

More!

More! So more tips! x)

That's all for today! I still have school tomorrow and SATURDAY! WHAT A LIFE!
I will be sick on that day. ;)

-ahYang-

What's in the World?

2010-09-16T02:42:00.001+08:00

The sudden urge to blog after this whole blog is ' renovated ' by me.

A little bit disturbed by some people who make decision irrationally and its related to you.
Just ~~fuck off~~ and never come back.

Let's just end everything with a sigh?


We used to do that. Is just simply relaxing.

-ahYang-

For DeeDee ;)

2010-09-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

Where got blur!!?? Hahaha
Okay what! x)

-ahYang-

The Nerd Museum Tour.

2010-08-24T17:08:00.003+08:00

" Educational " , so called. Schooling on saturday totally sucks crap! Why they have so many replacements for the raya ? Luckily the nerd tour helped me to escape from this! =)

For the fun of it.

Our bus not that happening , only we were making noise.

Yeah the nerd tour started.

My class including the German! But exclude Viknesh. haha

Coffins Exhibition. We are still that restless. =)

Better than staying in school! =)

Orh my team won the Quiz Hunt.geeezzz = = lame

-ahYang-

Who says?

2010-08-16T21:42:00.003+08:00

Who says i would not come back to blog.haha

Yeah , 3 months that i dumped my blog and collect dust. =)
In my own defence , i would say i have alot things to do. Even i have free time i don't have the urge to blog because the time was used to relax myself.

Had alot of activities in school and also currently have a few post in clubs and society.

President of Badminton Club. Which is kinda lame , i seldom play. hahah
Asst.Secretary of Monitor and Chairman Board.
Sixth Form Coucil.
AJK for D.Joseph.

Guess what , i screwed my exams badly! =((
I kinda dumped my studies away for awhile , maybe is more than awhile.

So far , i had alotsa fun in Form6! hahahaha
Although i been through alot of disappointment , stress , drama and depression. Now i would say it paid off.

I would not share about the long pain process but this little achievement which gave me satisfaction.

The OB Night , stands for Orientation Ball Night of 2010. It was held on last saturday , 14/08/10.
I really had fun , it was so frust and all the mixed feelings start coming in that time.

When i see people enjoy during that night , i start to put a smile on my face and put myself at best to do everything. =))

WARNING! THIS POST GONNA BE FLOODED WITH HUNDREDS OF PICTURES!

Hahaha , i just tried to pick the nicest shots. 100+ pictures out of thousands picture.

When you people enjoyed , danced , laughed and cherished that night , it is one of my biggest and first success i have achieved in Form6's life. A big thank you to everyone who came and being sporting to enjoy to the max. Also thank to the seniors who always gave me advice and support along the way to organize this , fellow friends and team that helped too and hope you all will remember this memorable night along your journey. Thank you!!!!!!!

Gotong-Royong & Flowers.

2010-05-19T16:51:00.001+08:00

The delay of this is because i've finally started my syllabus in school and is a pain in the ass.

Well , at least i dig some time to blog right ? =)

Obviously , it was about last week at school we had gotong-royong for the whole school.

The fucked up part was i din't know that LowerSixers have to paint as well ?

Oh great , less than 10 people clean up , paint and also wash the floor.

They were some people damn smart , sit and play handphone , talk cock and also walking here and there.

' Some ' people. =)

-15th of May 2010-

I reached school alone , so i was being random.

Started working.

My classmate , XiaoJun.

Another one , QiaoZhi. She said ' bu yao '.

Wilson assisting me to paint the ceiling.

I ' look ' like as if i'm having fun.

My brand new classroom. We were dead.

-16th of May 2010-

The day after that , it was preparation for Teacher's Day where all the Monitor and Chairman have to pack all the flowers to every single teacher. I was told to come at 8 by teacher so that i could follow her to the florist. End up she said the seniors gonna reach at 9 and she din't inform because she doesn't has my number.

600 flowers , cut , pack , wrap it , tie ribbon and etc. It is not easy. =X

I reached early right so ... =)

Cornelius.

Gilbert.

Stephen.

Claude.

D.Joseph. =)

600 of this.

We were doing inside a special room inside the staffroom.

Jabil the helpful guy.

My dramatic ladyboss. haha

Me , Zul , Chin Erh and Wilson.

Orh ya , teacher order pizza for us! =D

Wanna take a picture and she said ' Bu yao ' again and this time i said 'wtf!?'

She said not nice and take a picture again , i din't smile.

Take picture of me la! ' okok '

Ops this picture should be up there. =X

Love this shot but only my hand is shown.

Group picture! Tada!

' Teacher's day celebration ' will be blogged next.

-ahYang-

Reunion Dinner.

2010-05-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

-14th of May 2010-

Had reunion dinner last friday , not with my family members but LazyGang! =)

I just love it , the never ending jokes and our laughter. Had dinner at Alor Streets and we ordered variety of dishes. About rm130++ and divided into 8 person. After that we walked around Pavillion. It was a warming one. hahaha I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

Really had alotsa fun , everyone did. Awww mannn , keep in touch alright? Love you guys.

-ahYang-

Songs of St.John's Institution.

2010-05-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

The first week of school is just an Orientation week to know more about form6 and the school itself.

Kinda a waste of time also , i just wish to get to the real thing as soon as possible so that i could feel what's form6 about and get used to it. I find orientation is just 50/50 , boring but some are fun. =)

Marcus Tan came and supervised us today. I find that at least he is better than other teachers in a sense like handling the people(Form6) and giving a short brief about something.

So , we learned to sing the song(s) of St.John's Institution.
Honestly , five years in St.John i do not really know 'all'.
Haha , forgive me because be seldom sing all of them. Here it is and i'm gonna arrange is according to my favourite ones from top to bottom , but school rally has to put at the first. =)

School Rally

Cheer , cheer and courage display
All ye Johannians join in the lay
Send a volley of cheers on high
Shake down the thunder from the sky
What though the odds be great or small
Dear old St.John's will win over all
While her loyal sons are marching
Onward to victory!

Onward St.John ( My favourite )

Let us march on to glory
Let us surge on to fame
Let us raise our voices and our hearts
Onward! Onward! St.John's

The gold and the green
The white and the true
We are here for you St.John's
Fide et Labore , ever loyal we'll be
The bold , the best and the brave

Let us march on to glory
Let us surge on to fame
Let us raise our voices and our hearts
Onward! Onward! St.John's
Onward! Onward! Onward! St.John's

All The Way

All the way St.John's we go for you
All the way or nothing at all
We are loyal we are good and true
All the way we hearken to your call

For you are beautiful
St.John's you're beautiful
Our Alma Mater
We will sing , Fide et Labore!

All the way St.John's we go for you
All the way or nothing at all
We are loyal we are good and true
All the way we hearken to your call

All the way
All the way...

Loyalty Song

We are loyal to you
Dear St.John's
We are green white and true
Dear St.John's
We proudly proclaim
That we'll honour your name
Fide et Labore St.John's

We are cheering for you
Dear St.John's
The gold eagle's still soaring
St.John's
We'll always remember
To never surrender
Fide et Labore St.John's

The Pledge ( I'm still confused how to sing this one )

We'll strive with our heart and soul
With faith and zeal to reach our goal
Just like the eagle that seeks to spread
Its wings on high
For St.John's we will do or die

Fide et Labore as our guide
We'll do our best we'll do what's right
We'll keep the flag flying high up
In the skies above
And we'll always be ready to serve

We'll tarnish not your name
For it's a name of fame
Yes a name that not a blame
can be laid on
Johannians one and all
We'll hearken to your call
This pledge we dedicate in song

Again we pledge our faith in you
We'll be Johannians bold and true
Fide et Labore will be our guide
To spur us on , and we'll sing
Long live St.John's!

I have 2 more , but 1 is a La Sallian Song and 1 is just a student who wrote that song i think. Definitely these are the famous ones. =)

While singing , i remember during the last day of SPM. We sang Onward together. Victory or defeat , farewells and goodbye we always sing that song. =)

I still love this school.

-ahYang-

Goods and Bads.

2010-05-10T15:34:00.001+08:00

The bads are , basically form6 is super ass hard and the supervisor just doesn't know how to motivate people. What a way to encourage is like telling you to suicide if you fail this and that.

The real thing is tomorrow man , but i already felt the pressure. =/

Soon i'm gonna be a real nerd and it is not surprise if im missing in action.
No worries , i'm still the same no matter what. Find me anytime! ;DD i know you do miss me when time goes by.

Forget about the bads , there are little things which make me smile for the other half of the day.

When i first went in the school , i saw En.Roslan caning a bunch of students. I smiled

Met all the familiar faces and gave each other the handshake and hugs. I smiled

At the canteen during break , all the workers regconized me. I smiled

Saw Cik.Rozniza , my maths teacher. She joked with me and claimed that my hair ' bermacam-macam fesyen' , she missed my curly-bomb-hair. She whacked softly using the cane on my thigh. I smiled.

Lastly before bunch of us head for lunch , had a long talk with Pn.Arnie. She said welcome back my 'children' I smiled. =))

Not much of first day.

I'm gonna put this quote inside my mind , ' No Pain! No gain! ' .

-ahYang-

I'm Not Okay.

2010-05-08T17:09:00.002+08:00

Life goes on , just follow the flow. ;D

As time goes by , people tend to miss others. Some chose to not , so they give excuses that it is fading away.

Not reasonable , its somehow ridiculous. Maybe the other way round people thought i am a fool. =// i don't know. I am sure that i am still the same person that met you from the beginning.

Conclusion is , things are fucked up but i still miss you.

Alright , thats all for the emo talk. Gonna start form6 in 2days time peeps.

I'll carry the pictures in my heart when i'm gone. So i wouldn't forget.

ps: How to not emo when i'm all alone at home and its raining?

Tuesday , 4th of May 2010.

Khong came my house and jam , its way more fun to jam with your closed friends.

After that dinner and minum with Bob and Bryan. We They went shisha.

Enough ! Bob. =)

You as well. Bryan.

Don't have picture of me shisha , cause i promised someone not to. I keep my promise.

Aku handsome duh. x)

Told you. haha

Wednesday , 5th of May 2010.

Went gaming and dinner with JenYen and Bob.

Yeap , these 3 mofo. Jen Yen is the jaw face on the left. =D

I ~~fucking~~ accidentally deleted the picture i took on that day. hahaha

He insisted that 2 dudes taking a picture is something wrong , so i took a picture of him only.

Too bad , your jaw got problem until i accidetanlly deleted it. haha i had fun and it feels like the olden days. =)

More after Edward come back.

' jenyen heal , jenyen shield , jenyen go see bomb , jenyen where are you , jenyen go first '

Friday , 7th of May 2010.

A healthy outing it was. I slept at 4.30am , woke up at 7.00am and swimming at 9.00am!!

They said if i am late , i will be RAPED! I din't but i still got raped , i was being drowned and my shorts was stripped off. I'm not stupid , i wore 3 LAYERS! hahahaha Gotcha.

IronMan flying!

Fiona , Eva , Bob and I.

Incoming!

They said jump , but why are they dancing ? ;DD

The group picture , Eva's dad was there too.

We bath at Bob's house and everyone was half dead.

Lunch at Hainan Kopitiam.

Going for movie after that.

We had an hour to kill before movie start , so we just went karaoke at some random place.

We shouted our lungs out. =)

IronMan2 was okay , 2.5/5. =)) The first one was better.

Scarlett Johansson IS DAMN FREAKING HOT. haha

The fun is over , time to go to school. =// i miss everyone although we don't have a day out or whatever.

I believe we can still do this , like someone said ' GOT SATURDAY AND SUNDAY ' . ;DD

-ahYang-

What you give is always what you get.

2010-05-02T17:56:00.001+08:00

Is it true or there is so much i haven't give yet?
I'm okay and i'm not emo. :)

I was bored at home and started playing with the digital cam. Here is it.

Random

Sammy<3

I hope i can use this rather than a 'sew' name tag.

This is what happens when you gave a pen to a 3years-old girl. Not me , my mom did.

My messy table , oh well i had tidy up everything and my room is now neat. =)

More pictures about it next update.

Busted , its you.

Ever get drunk and play a guitar? :)

That's all for this short update , going out to watch football. All the way blues! =D

-ahYang-

Jco feat. Shutter Island

2010-04-29T19:10:00.001+08:00

First destination , was back to StJohn's Isst.

Basically is to find out more about form6 and this supervisor couldn't believe that i'm from St.John. Excuse me.
Alot of things changed in the school , just hope so i will get used to the environment in a short time.
I find that day is more or less a fattening outing! hahaha
We had our lunch at LengZaiMin , Petaling Streets.

Second destination , was at the BukitBintang area.

Fiona and Eva wanted to shop , so yeah.
What's after shopping ? Eat , again. =)

The Jco scene. ( There was a Dome scene before this , but no pictures taken)

1 dozen , sometimes it makes you wanna vomit when you eat too many of these.

The slackmates , Fiona , Bob & Eva.

Bob is being priceless. ;)

She wants to eat the donut or the camera?

The LadyBoss , thank you Eva! =D

Aiyah , sama-sama. x)

Thanks HongHeng , for the picture and discount! =D

Someone is missing , 4/5. Nice movie. =)

Orh ya and this ,

Ass-kicked , HAHAHA this show kickass =). 4/5 again.

Dinner at MacD.

Fries , go find out how unhealthy is this. I eat too. =D

End of the day picture. =)

-26th of April 2010-

-ahYang-

Sammy =)

2010-04-26T03:21:00.003+08:00

Hello world! Very soon that my ass gonna be sitting down at the Form6 block.

Things that i worried ,

-Being treated like a clown as everyone gonna go 'omg? keat yong go in form6? '
~Stop being an ass , what's wrong if i go form6? I'm poor but i am still studying. Screw you.

-My brain is empty.
~Form6 is hard , and I'm gonna eat shit because 70% of my knowledge gone. =/

-My time management is ~~fucked~~ screwed up!
~Yet i have to wake up every 5.30am and take public transport!

-I'm worrying that am i able to keep in touch with others.
~Yes , i do. =(

Alright , hope things will be fine as time goes by. Wish me luck yo!

Oh peeps , i bought my guitar weeks ago but i just dint upload pictures about it. I'm lazy. hahaha

Grabbed this from google.

After googling about it , only i know the name of the model! x)

Samick Interceptor IC1

Colour:BloodRed

Bought this from DoReMi Sound&Light Sdn.Bhd.

The amplifier is definitely sucks crap.The guy who sold me this guitar forgot to give me the cable but he said he will 'post laju' it to me. Few days ago , i found that the cable is kinda spoiled. Dude , really eff you.

'Music is the international language/way to communicate' , is it ? o.0

I was on my way home carrying my guitar and i met this dude who play guitar too , he started telling me stuffs.

Funny is that the stuffs i don't know about guitar. =) So we kinda be friends. LOL! epic.

When you are a beginner / newbie / noob , you tend to envy on others. True ? x)

-ahYang-

Bah-bee!

2010-04-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the afternoon , had my brunch.
I got my first suprise of the day too! Thanks to my mom.

Was eating my meal , rice , vege and PORK!
There are two portion of pork which i din't know why at first!
So , grab a few and start chewing it. Ya , A FEW!!!
She came and told me it is not cooked , and yet she can laugh out loud.

The next thing after i had my ~~wonderful~~ brunch , mom asked me to look at this.

I grabbed this from the internet , but it was the same thing my mom showed me.

Just the theme of the panda is at the beach.

Mom : Yang , help me draw this. Roughly skecth it.

Me : I'm not good at it laaa , yohhh why so sudden?

Mom : I got alot of stuff to do , but help me change the panda face into pig face.

Me : *still can talk about pig somemore* HOW!!? aiyohhh not really good at it laaa

Mom : Just try la , draw few can dy. Simple and nice , i need it for my patch work.

Me : ...........

Mom walked away.

Pig#1 , i like this one. haha!

Pig#2 , told you i'm not good already!

Pig#3. For my mom's sake! Oh God.

Charlotte and Cassandra gave me this inspiration by mapping their face with pig! HAHAHA

Happy Birthday To Cassandra Wong Tsui ~~pig~~ YI!! I will post this sharp at 12. GOTCHA!

Mom gave comments and said why so complicated!!! I want SIMPLER!! = =

In conclusion , today is just a babilicious day.

-ahYang-

You left me scars.

2010-04-10T02:37:00.002+08:00

What happens to Dreams and Hope?
What happens to Love and Faith?

Are they broken ? Vanished ? Tell me where'do i find them , but i couldn't hear what you say.

Years , I've been moving on with these scars that you left for me.
Tonnes of regrets and untold sentences in my heart is too heavy to carry.

Who am i to dream all these..?
Who am i to believe something..?
Who am i to deserve a good ending..?

I move so that i would not disappoint anyone , and myself.
Not optimistic and also pessimistic , I'm just weak.

A kid roaming in the middle of nowhere , what kind of future is he gonna meets?

Hang on there buddy, i will wait for you to return.

4th of April 2010

Morning.. HaHAHA

Edward! I miss you man.Sorry was praying.Today chengbeng.How are you?Syiok ont?

I'm doing good..Dun worry about me..Many funny people here..Got gangster..Haha..Omg going church..Miss lazygang..I wanna watch clash of titans with you guys..=(

Its okay dude.Tahan lil longer.When you come back, its gonna be a new start for you and also lazygang.Miss you man.I still rmb how we lost plying L4D2.haha

Little bit longer?2 whole months man!.. haha new beginning.. New perspective..Haha L4D2 dun talk la..semangat semangat then lose..haha Wat you doing back there la?Still working?

Semalam last day.Now stressing bout how to start college.Hahahaha we were speechless when we lost.Hahaha and looked at each other. wtf man x)

I remember that moment..Haha.. Have you found a college?

Utar, but having financial problem.Hope can settle it.Sorry edo , i fell asleep.Today woke up at 5 man!Hahaha janji you must take care of yourself and rmb us okay? ;D

went off..

You can do it.

You said you will believe. Don't let reality becomes your master. You can do it.

I'm here to support and i ~~will~~ believe in you.

All the best

I'm happy for you people , started to learn and also moving on.

Do not give in , i will pray for you. All the best.

They are all broken.

I shouldn't blame or complain. God's plan crushed them.

Too late.

I was too late to do so.I'm so sorry.

I was a fool and she was lovely.

I am still a fool and she is still lovely.

Where do i go?

I can't see directions.Should i cry now?

Pick me up?Or leave me dead?

-ahYang-

Catching Up.

2010-04-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

Catching up with people sometimes can turn out pretty awesome and fun.

Got woke up by these people and started to move out from the house and meet 'em.
The slack mates are , Bob and the 2 AhSou(s) Eva & Fiona.

After we met up , immediately head to Khong's place. The new ' Giant ' around DesaPetaling.
This is because Fiona and Eva wanted to survey/buy their specs and contact lens.

We slacked at some random store before Khong start work.

Wild wild west with the white tiger.

Han'cock'

Call Of Duty? Whatever to do with soldiers.wtf

Checked my eyes and i got Astigmatism? I'm screwed.

Check this out:

Astigmatism is a condition in which objects, both near and distant, appear blurred. The cornea and lens of the eye are normally spherical. When one or both are curved more steeply in one meridian than another, the optics take on a toric shape (like a football). Most commonly, astigmatism is caused by a cornea that is more curved in the vertical meridian than in the horizontal meridian, like a football resting on the ground. This uneven curvature prevents light rays entering the eye from focusing to a single point on the retina, blurring the vision. Astigmatism often occurs in combination with myopia and hyperopia.

Through what the mates said i have to wear a spec when i drive , study , facing tv and comp.=/

But i hate to wear specs. shit.

Time for some people that are alcoholic. =)

Purposely wanna show Fiona's poor skill. haha

Finally after i teased her. ;D

So so so much i like. =)

Cheers !

LemonadeVodka.

5% Alcohol.

Rm7.00

I'm not trying to freeze my ~~dick~~. Trying to put on seat belt okay. Duh.

AhSou(s) became my daughters?

KFC! I insisted since they don't wanna watch movie.

ps: i carried this alone. = =

Muahaha. I waited for you so long.

Fingers lickin good.

The last cheesy wedges which we cannot finish it. Thanks to them and Eva's laughter is contagious.

So , that was basically the day. ;DD

They said they had so much fun. Me too. ;D

Thank you people , for the wonderful day.

Thank you to Miss Epic too , for the ~~wonderful~~ epic convo.

-ahYang-

Owner will be back soon. =)

2010-03-23T22:53:00.001+08:00

The reason why the owner dumped the blog for awhile is because ,
the owner is busy earning money. ;(

Can't really blame me you know , i got the pictures , laptop but i just don't have the mood to blog after work.

So i'll just do a summary starting from the last day in HugoBoss. ;)

Basically it was ChapGohMei during the last day of mine in HugoBoss.

All slackers. Manager busy decorating and Aei taking crappy pictures.

Posers as well. Kak Joe , Aei and Shannel.

Glenn , Aei , Hanif and the hungry kid.

The joker , thanks to him i can work in HugoBoss. ;)

Let's 'lou'!

(Glenn , Hanif , me , Edo , Nilo and Shannel)

The botak! Warren a.k.a soldier. LOL

Well , met new people during work and also have some good and bad memories.

Not gonna talk about the bad ones , just good luck in everything in your own future.

Some of them even miss me and Edo , the best part-timer eh ? x)

-28th of Feb-TheEnd-

There is one more after that , it was the day that we worried for 3months huh ?

Haha , still it gonna comes no matter what. Spm results.

4A , 5B and 1 'freaking' C for my EST! Shocking thing is , what i expected to score i din't, what i thought i'm gonna screw came out quite good and beyond expectation. What the eff man. Well just okok for me and i'm not gonna emo or sad or whatever shit.

You know what , people who cannot get straight A+ , straight A's or you missed a few A's and you emo and you cried. Its fucking pathethic don't you think so ? Get on with life 'booksmart' people. 10A's in Spm doesn't mean you succeed okay ? To people that are average or din't do well , just be patient and serve those 'A' students right on their faces.

Okay , pictures now. =)

Night time , and we meet up then headed to Steven's Corner .

Shortest(Lionel) & and shorty(Edward)

My favourite man , a sudden joke. We were taking picture and this ahneh was serving us drinks. He laughed. WTF!

Awesome candid yo! ;)

Bryan and Denise were there too. ;)

Went gaming as usual , and we had fun. Our hobby. :0

Morning , time to face the fear!!

Okay i just skipped , too many pictures in one post la.

Its over okay ? The fear i mean. Good luck peeps. =)

Love you people.

-11th of March-TheEnd-

-ahYang-

It Ended & Started .

2010-03-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

Let's start with what i wanna say before i forgot .

Congratulation to everyone i would like to say .
I know we worked hard , whatever it is just be happy with it .
straight A's or not it doesn't matter , we know we tried real hard .

Not only we know , i realised there are people around us know as well .
When i saw teachers smiling , and even their teary eyes .

People , we have grown up and we will always be ourselves .
No matter what obstacles come , we are always here for each other .
Finally it ended of our high school life , really really nothing to do with highschool after this .
But , all these 5years memories will always in our hearts . You will never forget how it feels .

So , let's keep it and cherish it forever , and look for more in the future . We will come around again . ;D
SMILEEEEE PEOPLE!!! =) i love you guys from the bottom of heart , teachers , friends and family or whoever that really gave me good memories . Only strong bonding of love between you and me can make us cry . That's why we cried . ;')

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=359100278444

I don't know why can't i post this on my blog , thanks to blogger . So hope the link will do . ;')

Love you people!!

-ahYang-

Let me say something .

2010-03-01T21:43:00.004+08:00

This post basically is going to explain why there is racism going on and why 1Malaysia is emphasized among us.
After the incident with imigrants that i had with just now , i would like to speak up .
I'm not going to offend you imigrants by calling you all 'negro' and also 'indon' .
Lets talk about fact and with sense .

At the very 1st place , racism among different people happens because when people that represent their race did not behave well and we call them ' Uncivilised ' . There was this incident of this black guy that trying to cut the queue and he said that i blocked him and also he said that he doesn't care anything just to get inside the monorail . He was trying to pick up a fight with other people , ofcourse people don't like someone who cut the queue with that attitude. Besides that i saw few girls got molested by a group of faggots(Indonesian probably). With my own eyes dude i swear but i cannot do anything , sorry . This is why i speak up .

Let me say something although you imigrants are not going to read , you people fucking come to our country and try to disgrace yourself and your race ? You got no rights to behave like that eventhough youre a citizen here. You don't fucking come to our country and fuck around . Why can i say something like this ?
Because I AM! a citizen living here , and you just gave a bad impression of the country and race of yours .

I was damn angry about this and hate their races , but i was wrong . Not all of them are bad right ?
This is clearly explain how racism happens when me myself almost did .

I'm so glad that our PM introduced the 1Malaysia concept for people that are able to think rationally , civilised and also Unity comes first. We must start to emphasize this to others and expand it , protect our country and also fellow 1Malaysia . My history teacher once said that she finally sees the Unity of our races started to grow . I believe what she said , we have brains to think what's right and what's not . Who's the enemy , who's the friend . I love you fellow indians , malays and chinese .

sorry for the incovenient that if people find this post is really offensive . But im trying to protect people's right.
I maybe 18 and my knowledge is not that wide , but isn't this simple and really true ?

This is what we are trying to achieve , and im proud of it .

To prove you all ,

This is something that not many people or country can achieve.

Thats all i would say and thank you. Also thank God my sister and also Edward's girlfriend were safe just now.

-ahYang-

FML

2010-02-25T02:02:00.004+08:00

Nice title ? I just recently know what it means. haha

The usual F word we always use and ' my life ' .

Since this post is updated after so long , so im just gonna randomly 'say' something .

Chinese New Year , and im really having fun meeting all my cousins from both my mother and father's side.

Let's see what i did through this CNY ,

1.Went kampung ofcourse
2.Gambled and in total i won ;DD
3.Went open house and i also hosted one
4.Drink beers and i sisha-ed , *omg i must stop although its a gathering thingy* (sisha)
5.Laughed alot and also emo-ed alot
6.Watched lame CNY movie and also Percy Jackson
7.Abandoned my guitar for awhile
8.Fell sick and ponteng work x)
9.1st time Pai-Tin-Kung and i really really had fun
10.Just gave my family ANOTHER rm 700. Good or what ? I don't know.

My father's side cuzieeeee and my siblings. Supposingly 10 of us.

Playing guitar with pig! x)

Jimui came and eat with me when i was emo. =X Although we dint talk about it.

I post this because we look good , ;DD cuziee again.

The guys , is my face priceless? LOL

They are not bunch of gothics/ghost , people who enter darkness to save souls and me.

My Chemical Romance.

Well , almost end of my working life soon! Finally can get out of the sick place.

But there's another worry , results on 16th of March peeps! I don't care , enjoy kao kao. =)

Thats how i scribble everything inside this post . ;DD

-ahYang-

Under a Vast Sky.

2010-02-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

A poor guy , that always seek for freedom and never let go of the dream inside his heart .
I always try to find joy and happiness , but who knows that deep down i din't let go of my dream .
I don't know how and i don't know why , but it seems to be like that.

' I don't want to let my dreams go. '

Sometimes listen to this , will explains how a guy feels like when he dreams big . Possible ? or not ?

Tonight i saw snow falling from the skies ,

With a deadened heart , i set off on a long journey .

Hustling in the rain , i barely make out my way in the mist ,

Will we ever change under a vast sky ?

All these years confronted by jeers and mockeries ,

Never have i abandoned the dream in my heart .

A sudden hesitation , and the fear of getting lost ,

slowly cool down the love in my heart .

Forgive me for being wild and yearning for freedom ,

Yet fearing someday i might fall down .

To give up one's dream , it isn't hard for anyone .

Nevermind if someday there are only me and you .

Undaunted and carefree ,

I will forever sing out my songs and walking thousands of miles .

Forgive me for being wild and yearning for freedom ,

Yet fearing someday i might fall down .

To give up one's dream , it isn't hard for anyone .

Nevermind if someday there are only me and you .

-ahYang-

Edward's Birthday & Sleepover.

2010-01-28T14:24:00.001+08:00

I'm not gonna talk about work , is so fucking stress . Stock lost . Maybe i have to pay ? Screw life .

Anyway after that i went to a great party . Edo's birthday .

The venue is at kotak hijau (Green Box)

Venue was changed couple of times , and finally at greenbox. sweat.

I rated that place is kinda lala-place and the quality is low compare to other karaoke places .

Well , party is still on . PICTURES! ;))

Edward the birthday boy with the clown hat and the lala-pose.

Blardy Lionel always play with the camera flash.

After buffet , time to rock and roll! haha shout not sing.

Eh ? Where's Lionel ?

There he goes. =) LazyGang.

Is getting late , rape! Lionel's attempt failed.

Let me do it! Successed. =)

Shoot his face! But ended up shooting at me. Thanks Yap. =)

Is not over. Ice cream on tits. Nice eh ? =)

After that its is wiped.

Priceless picture of the day.

My favourite , the people! ;DD

After the night , went Bob's house and sleepover. Yum cha , sudah lama tak pernah. ;(

Was kinda fun , the place was so chilling at the same time scary . Totaly quite and we saw rempits! haha

Slept at 5a.m and guess what ? Swimming at 1p.m. Mampus.

No pictures , but Bob's itouch is with me .

Khong! Please love my psp too. My 2nd wife besides guitar. =)

The day of mine hasn't end yet , went movie with Bryan and Bob, I got voucher and each of us pay4 bucks.

Selected movie for the voucher is .....

I rated it average and this is for kids. hahaha

What's more when i reach home ? Knocked down.

Before this end , i wanna tell this is the first time of celebrating someone's birthday like that.

Happy birthday dude , whatever comes the people are here always . =)

Signing off.

P.S: I just woke up =X

-ahYang-

Active.

2010-01-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Because i am blogging. ;)

First thing that i wanna share today is!
Hot MODELS! haha they came. Dressed up and i was looking at them all-the-time. x)

Ya , i'm a guy right.
What i know is girl-models are ,

pretty,
tall,
fair,( i think cause mostly yes )
HOTNESS,
thinnnnn, ( seriously man thinner than you could imagine )
High-heels always ,

lastly , SOME are borned with the MEANIE face , or 'poyo' / 'LC'.
Seriously drama! hahaha

Edward got to guide the guys model ,
while i take care of the girls . Ngek ! haha

I talked to few of them and luckily they were the friendly ones.

Enough for the chicks , tell you guys if i meet ya. ;)

Secondly! Alright , something which is lame and kinda pressuring and piss you off at the same time.

This guy actually came out with the bullshit staff training thingy and intro it to EVERYBODY.
Well this guy besides talking and irritates customers , he does not KNOWS to do anything else.
The guy who always complain and fussy about things and he-just-doesnt-know-what-to-do-again.

Look! That's the 'sei guai lou' or 'sei gay lou' !

This picture explains that why i said i see gays in pavi everyday.

That's the guy actually. Faggot.

Came out with the survey to all the permanent staff which ask something like ,

What is the benefits of being the Melium Group employee?

What is your strength in the boutique ?

What is your weaknesses ?

E-F-F Y-U-U!

Even me and edward as part-timer receive this so called training thingy.

I did not bring it home so i forgot the contents abit. Well who cares. Burn it for me.

About grooming , well thats fine.

But the structure of the sentences , *holy*

Work with passion in the melium shit and bla bla bla.
Grandfather stories.

I know that this shop or this company has a very great sense of fashion.
Physical appearance , do you change how someone look like ?
Even if we do follow the instructions , not all will be followed correctly.

Fashion ? Do this stupid company even provide us a nice uniform ? So if part-timer dress wrongly.
Probably they got no money and they are j-u-s-t part-timer.

If we do have the money to buy all these high fashioned clothes to make us look trendy ,
we won't be here working.

Hygiene , i kinda agree.

Customer service , hahaha sometimes i just go -LMAO

For me , polite , always help and furfill the customer's need , friendly , and finally do the best.
The last point of mine is simply important.

Guess what they stated ?

Do you try to understand the customer like where they from at the same time keep their privacy safe?
Do you understand your own product well?
Do you know how to make the customer feels comfortable?

Maybe i do ask where they from but i don't give a damn on their privacy.
I do for some of it , but not all. No one teach and i am a part-timer again. ;)
How ? Moans in pleasure ? You can find it in the hooker streets.

Last question that i remember with Edward.

Do you work professionaly in the boutique?
HAHAHA , ask Edward.

Skip this topic shall we ? ;)

Guess what ?
My brother won a watch worth rm7600 during annual dinner ,
Sister won the 1st prize hamper worth rm6000 during some dinner also ,
and mom asked what about you ?

x) I don't know.

So my sister gave me this wallet inside the hamper , which i really likes it.

Black leather , and branded wallet. No more punk wallets haha! swt

The inside , really nice. Leather smells nice too. ;)

Today , already the second customer who drawed a little prize ,

that is the cheapest draw out of the Chinese New Year Promotion ' Lucky Draw ' ,

YO!Sushi rm10 voucher! WTF! hahaha and always when i see customer got that , they gave it to me.

Tadaaa , so i got 2. o.0

Tomorrow stock count sial!

First time doing this shity shits , and gonna messy and screw up. x(

Chao.

-ahYang-

Let's start all over again .

2010-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hey yooo! ;) Its been a long time sinced i blog . Well , it is messy for you guys information .
Tell me what to blog when youre everyday doing and facing the same shits ? Working i mean . x)

Soon , i'll quit this shit . I mean job again .
I don't know whether there are people like last time that will drop by to my blog or not and always drop a message in the chatbox , but i feel brand new! With this simply-edited-bit blog .

This post is to 'officiate' the blog . Little bit update about myself ? I don't know man!
See gays everyday , and also hot girls but walking with the below average looking guy , always alone during breaktime , learned some guitar stuff , i just gave rm600 to my family ;( , missing people everyday , and someone , i know the reality world but just hate seeing it , and the conclusion is my life going not that GOOD lately .

Nahh , the clock is still ticking and tells you that life still goes on .

Since the blog is new , i wanna make a list which i wanted to make it becomes true.
Yeah , i know that i should have done that during new year . Again , NO TIME ! ASS!

1.Electric guitar.
2.Camera.
3.Cure more pimples/acne.
4.Build-up body.
5.FATTER ABIT.
6.Blog more. ;)
7.Join a band.
8.Hope to study this year.;((
9.Date with her.
10.Complete my 1st song.

10 will do right ? Fair enough , more than 10 will be kinda lame . haha
Well ofcourse i hope to see my friends and hang out with them more . =)

Hope this coming CNY will be a blast . Anyone ? x)

signing off for the 1st post. ;)

-ahYang-